So, three weeks ago I had written that I would no longer post on this blog.
But I miss it and I don’t know why I miss it.
While I have started a new blog, it doesn’t feel the same as it does writing here. Yet, writing here doesn’t feel the same as it once did.
Dare I continue this Roaming Mind journey? Am I just falling back to what feels comfortable? Or do I have unfinished business?
Life is filled with all sorts of confusion and most of it is centred around not following who we are, losing focus on what is important and allowing others to chart our course.
While I know for certain that my painful past is behind me. Am I certain that I have to stop helping others get past theirs? Does this blog help others?
It appears that while the Roaming Mind helped me get past my pain, I still have some roaming to do in finding out just what all of this means. What do I even mean to this world?
I can’t help but identify with lyrics from one of my favourite songs by Genisis, Land of Confusion:
There’s too many men
Too many people
Making too many problems
And not much love to go round
Can’t you see
This is a land of confusion.
This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we’re given
Use them and let’s start trying
To make it a place worth living in.
I have been given hands, I have walked the journey, now its time to start trying to make this world a place worth living. Is this blog a part of that?
I just dunno. I think I’ll continue to roam.
What do you think?